First overnighter

Karley left me this morning for her first overnight stay without mommy.  And it's not just down the road.  She's 250 miles away.  I can't sleep.  I know she's fine, but I can't help but worry.  I miss her terribly.  I keep looking at her baby pictures and torturing myself.  All I want to do is talk about her and think about her.  She's having a blast and apparently she called my grandfather "gray da" today.  I know they are cherishing these moments with their great granddaughter, which is why I let her go cause I don't think I was totally ready yet.  I've teared up a few times.  It's amazing how attached to these little beings we become.  She is my whole world and I hope as she grows up she realizes and remembers how much I love her, although I know she won't truly understand until she's a mommy of her own.